current look of Sam.

after a sad turn of events after a horrifying dream, Sam clawed out his eyes so he would not have to watch the nightmares taking place in front of his eyes. however his matesprit Lushin feels it is her fault because she could not help to stop him. 

(I had to pan her screen out so I could finish writing this xD she was reading as I typed.) 

and might I just add, the scars on Sam's arms are not from fighting with other trolls, they are suicide scars. Lushin has many times stopped and cleaned him up when his Lusus had died and he had no one to help him. 

Sam © Undeadhatred 

Lushin © Lunar-Promises 

base © ??? (please claim if it is yours) 

script to how this happened: 

-he had previously woken up from a 3 day long nap while he dreamed about slaughtering his loved ones.- 

he shut the door, locking it and looking into the mirror to see himself covered in blood. he was lying before... he never saw a maroon blood troll. he saw himself, hacking and slashing his friends, everyone he loved. What scared him most was that he was smiling. he looked happy. he gripped his head falling back against the wall crying. "no... no..! no! NO! NO!!!" he screamed digging his claw into his eye. letting out an ear piercing scream.
before long both his eyes were gone, the pain caused his stomach to turn and he vomited bile onto the ground, mixing with his blood.

he trembled, reaching out and grabbing a piece of cloth from the towel rack behind him and tying it tightly around his head, making sureto cover where his eyes once were. seeing nothing at all, was better than having to see everyone you loved die at your own hands. he took a shaky step and made his way out of the bathroom, making sure to close the door behind him. he only prayed that Lushin didn't hear any of what just happened.